Give me a reason not to eat

I accidentally broke my fast today. D:

As soon as I bit into that pizza I could feel my hips filling out. It's true what they say about a moment on the lips a lifetime on the hips.

OM NOM NOM :(((((

There goes all of my hard work - three days! - down the drain. I wish I could just get rid of it by throwing up but I'm so grossed out by vomit. Yuck!

I'm going to go run on the treadmill for a while - like, the rest of the day or something.

This is my ED journal. It's super secret and nobody who knows me IRL is supposed to know about it.

I hope none of my friends find out that I have an ED! I would be soooo embarrassed!